Told myself I wouldn’t let myself get upset at the fact that tomorrow would’ve been one year of us being together, but tomorrow hasn’t even come yet and i’m already crying.
I guess it’s rough when you saw yourself spending the rest of your life with someone and then it just ends out of nowhere.
I miss having you as the love of my life, my best friend I could tell anything to. And it sucks because you’re not even in the same city as me, you’re 1500 miles away and from the looks of it you’ve moved on. I don’t even know if you would give a damn if I told you how I really feel
I’m usually not a very emotional person. I don’t cry easily. Most things really don’t get to me. But on April 17, 2013, when I learned that the beautiful girl I had attended elementary school with, the girl that lived right down the street from me, the girl I sang in choir in, the girl who was a childhood friend of mine had died by falling to her death, it got to me. It’s on my mind everyday and it’s been on it even more this past week since its the one year anniversary. If theres one thing i’ve learned from this, it’s that life is short and you have to take advantage of every moment. never taking anything or anyone for granted, because you never know when it could all come to an end. RIP Ali, xoxo